saturday neanders

I've had such a random day... Which has been completely all over the place.. I dont even know how to discribe it. But I will try..

The plan was, wake up, sit on a train for two hours, and with bons, see watchmen, hang some more, then another two hours train then hometime. and it basically worked that way but i kind of didnt wake up.. well, i did, but i went back to sleep. so instead of getting up at 9am, i got up at 11am, missed a million trains before getting there at about lunchtime. but the thing is, if i hadnt planed to see my best friend, and a movie i have been hanging out for, i would have cancelled. to put it nicely, i felt like shit! I ached all over, I had brain that felt like a mix of mush, cottonballs and sawdust, and i was so fucking exhausted.. but it was important to me that i go, so i grinned and bore it :) it was worth it to hang with bons for a few hours.. not sure about the movie.. will write a review later... all i can say is the highlight for me was Lauries boots... they were so fucking hot!! Here is the only image that did them justice - i expect people will start leaking screenshots soon, but its only just been released, so we should give them at least a week LOL I linked this image to a larger one so you can see the boots better..

Arent they terrific!

anyway, its like nearly 3am and i think i need sleep. the other reason for blogging ( i swear i will blog a review soon!! but i would have to think, and my brain is mush!!)..

anyway, on the train back i got bored with my book.. so i started randomly texting the guitarboy (oh, he hates being called boy LOL I explained to him, he may be 25, but boys NEVER grow up!!) anyway, i didnt have enough credit to call and our home phone is fucked, so we chatted on msn for hours after i got home. the people who need to know, know the back story. but basically its a long distance flirtation, because I left moved about 3000km away for work purposes. he has been talking about visiting more and more lately, but something comes up. i told him morbid angel (a favourite band we share) will be here playing in early june. he was all excited and was looking at tickets etc so he could come and visit me and we could see them perform. but he hasnt worked out at the mines for a while, is on centrelink, studying full time, and realised his budget wouldnt stretch to cover plane tickets, gig tickets, and travelling costs. it was a pretty plan while it lasted. he has never been south of townsville, never seen a real city.. so we were talking sightseeing, camping at the blue mountians, shopping (he wants leather pants - im taking him to my goth shops ;) i swear i dont have an ulterior motive!), real beatches (there is no surf up there cos of the reefs), public transport (he was shocked we had underground trains LOL it was so cute) etc. so now he is talking about saving up and visiting at the end of the year.. i dont know how serious he is - he sounded sincere - talking about starting a new savings acccount and everything for it, but really, he has said he would visit before, and it just hasnt happened.. it would be great if he could tho... but i am pessimistic.. but i think the thing is, with guitarboy, i like him as a friend, despite the chemistry.. and beleive me, there is chemistry ;) and he is such a cutie! a stirrer tho.. he his MSN pic has short hair - i had a WTF moment, cos he has this gorgeous long hair.. said he had cut it n what did i think.. how to be diplomatic? cos i fucking love his hair... so long and silky and soft.. anyway, i was diplomatic, and he reletnted and said he was stirring LOL he then went on webcam (I dont have one yet, so i could see him, but he couldnt see me back - i need to get ome, so we can talk in reall ime) and showed me its still long and sexy.. (god i cant help it - what is it about guys and long hair?? its just sexy, dammit.. as long as they brush it and arent crusty themselves LOL). am pissed i dont have a webcam.. he was gonna play for me.. he is amazing on guitar.. he can pic a song up after hearing it once.. and he writes originals too... IM GETTING A WEBCAM!! ;D anyways, i swear im not gushing.. thing i will gush about tho, is i sent him a link to my gallery on deviantART... he was amazed! *blushes* hehe went on about me being an artist and went on about some specific pieces in my gallery... i was all bashful... he wasnt being full on and fake, he is actually interested in art and has asked me to send some of my stuff before. i know im not up there with the best, but i dont just take snapshots.. and when someone you like complements you - i had said i was arty before (apparently he paints, but i havent seen anything of his so..) anyway, being complemented by someone you appreciate definately gives you a good feeling. i was feeling so shit tonight. i think it was being so tired and not feeling well, added to the fact i had nothing to do on the train trip back, so i was feeling sorry for mysled. i was feeling shit, and chatting to him cheered me up. i think just talking to a friend would have cheered me up, but our phoneline is down, so it wasnt an option... i didnt feel like reading, watching movies... so my options were music or the net... so i did both!! been listening to metal all night.. it always makes me feel good. dont know why.. some people would think it would make me angsty and pump me up, but i usually find the opposite is true for me..

oh, he just logged back in.. ironically i am about to log off... am listening to Slipknot's Sumbliminal Verses album - oh the memories!!